How do you live your life authentically?

Have you ever felt like you're not even living your life? Merely going through the motions. Waiting for a revelation that never comes.

And you don't even have one day at 36 where you realise this is the case and overthrow your mediocrity, but merely a succession of pointless little lies you tell yourself about how you're going to change, and you never do.

You never do.

Can't write anymore tonight. Sometimes writing is an excuse for doing.

When it is, actions do speak louder than words.