recently on the turntable

mozart
music for babies - sleepy time

mozart
music for babies - awake time

various
the greatest punk rock album - ever!

the flatliners
more a legend than a band

bob dylan
blonde on blonde

archers of loaf
vee vee

 

 


 

October 16 - The Deconstructive Entry

Below are four attempts I've had at writing an entry tonight.

Sometimes I don't know what to write. I have lots of things flowing in my head, and I try and make sense of them, try and write them, but nothing flows.

Almost like I've become self-conscious writing this journal.

 

I've spent the past two days editing and laying out a coaching manual for work. I was at work till after midnight last night doing it. The soundtrack for working was, like, a punk rock top 20 hits compilation, the Flatlanders and Dylan. I was using Pagemaker for the manual. I am a frustrated graphic designer without an ounce of artistic talent.

 

I had an interesting call at work the other day. I wasn't offered a job, but my name had been considered for a possible job. The interesting

 

A consultant that we'd got to do some work for us last year rang and said he'd been thinking about me working for another organisation he's working for.  What he had in mind was me doing my current job, but at a reduced level, and this new job. A

 

They are not even in the order I wrote them. My mind doesn't seem to be able to sift and winnow out my thoughts very coherently.

What voice to adopt, what tone to take, what things to leave out. All part of the artifice of writing an online journal.

Sometimes I think too much.

 

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