recently
on the turntable
mozart
music for
babies - sleepy time
mozart
music for
babies - awake time
various
the greatest
punk rock album - ever!
the
flatliners
more a legend
than a band
bob
dylan
blonde on
blonde
archers
of loaf
vee vee
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October
16 - The Deconstructive Entry Below are four attempts I've had at writing an entry
tonight.
Sometimes I don't know
what to write. I have lots of things flowing in my head, and I try and make sense of them,
try and write them, but nothing flows.
Almost like I've become
self-conscious writing this journal.
I've spent the past two
days editing and laying out a coaching manual for work. I was at work till after midnight
last night doing it. The soundtrack for working was, like, a punk rock top 20 hits
compilation, the Flatlanders and Dylan. I was using Pagemaker for the manual. I am a
frustrated graphic designer without an ounce of artistic talent.
I had an interesting call
at work the other day. I wasn't offered a job, but my name had been considered for a
possible job. The interesting
A consultant that we'd
got to do some work for us last year rang and said he'd been thinking about me working for
another organisation he's working for. What he had in mind was me doing my current
job, but at a reduced level, and this new job. A
They are not even in the order I
wrote them. My mind doesn't seem to be able to sift and winnow out my thoughts very
coherently.
What voice to adopt, what tone
to take, what things to leave out. All part of the artifice of writing an online journal.
Sometimes I think too much.
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