recently on the turntable wynton
marsalis harvester
friday night music club selection percy
sledge tom
waits marianne
faithfull john
hiatt elvis
costello verlaines richard
and linda thompson the
only ones talking
heads flatlanders paul
kelly ben
lee cyndi
lauper
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December
5 - Writing Online I'm feeling good. I had yesterday off work, and I've got Monday off as well. A four day weekend. But I'm tired. I have a lot of sleep to catch up on. I'll be going to bed early tonight. For the past week or so I've been working on updating the bio section of this journal/web site. It's finished now, so go take a look, if you'd like. Ah hell, I'd LIKE you to take a look at it. *smile* Part of me still can't believe I'm writing an online journal. I have never been one to push myself forward, or to speak up in crowds. I'm much more of a listener to people than a talker to them. I have an intrinsic belief that no one is interested in what I do or think. And here I am putting some of my life online. You know what's weird? I'm enjoying it. It's a very un-Mike thing I'm doing, and a very un-New Zealand thing as well I think. I've just thought about that line above. Maybe it's not an un-Mike thing y'know? Maybe I've had this idea of the sort of person I wanted to be ......... No, that's not right either. I mean an idea of the sort of person I thought I should be. And because of that I haven't done things I've wanted to. Like open myself up to other people at the risk of feeling vulnerable, or getting rejected. Like thinking I might have something to say that means something to other people. Like just not worrying and writing anyway.
Hell, maybe I'm just starting to develop a massive ego!
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